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NO YOU MAY NOT USE MY ART AS STOCK "ლ(ಠ益ಠლ) why u no reed?!!

Also don't be rude. I take constructive criticism well, but I Ignore trolling or complete dicks who just feel like being "themselves" for no damn reason, I've had enough drama :/. I unwatch inactive watchers who are gone for a month or more. Sorry if I am so stern and people think I am a jerk but this is an art site and I am tired of trying to please everyone. Unwatching is not the same as blocking. You can block me if you want. But keep in mind I am always respectful to everyone, here is no disrespect in unwatching. But you do what you think is best and leave me to do what I think is best which is walk our separate ways with no conflict. no need for drama


Matthew 6:23
"but if your eyesight is bad, your whole body will be dark. If however the very light within you is darkness, how dense must the darkness be!"

my eye sight is going, and I am dense, and my darkness won

I'd say I take commissions but I gave up so... fuck it
interesting how people thing that they can take advantage of emotionally weak people... then again I am the "devil" apparently.

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Enjoy these
CUIDADO HAY DESNUDOS/ WARNING NUDITY IN THE GALLERY
and watch them cuz they are worth it.. or not... if you want... you know...
no pressure.

If you wanna suggest cosplays let me know so I can fave em. I like elite stuff it also helps with refference. the more complex the pose the better and at times I like simple poses and expressions.

also fuck you deviantart for the llamas. fuck you blue.
it's stupid, I don't like it and yet it is forced upon... may DA get a horrible lawsuit for each Llama I received.

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Benny Grau
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Puerto Rico
我毫无价值的垃圾......
你害怕吗?
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about me:
I HATE LLAMAS I HATE LLAMASLLAMAS I HATE LLAMAS...
Give me ICECREAM INSTEAD!

I UNWATCH PEOPLE INACTIVE FOR A MONTH.

dear DA :iconyodaplz: for the llama, give us more options! cmon! how about cats? or Doggies or bears? pedo bear? 0.0 hell make megaman ones if you got the license to.
I'm very moody ( I warned you if you didn't read before watching don't complain)
WELCOME TO MY FANART ACCOUNT!
follow me on newgrounds at:
imp-beast.newgrounds.com/follo…
This mainly has fanarts of some cult classics, some are very obscure and very very few are mainstream things
and there is some original work in here too. Depends on my mood swings.
Interests
easter time is here! so is Lent!
anyways I wrote a story on inkitt
I was amazingly disappointed that every fucking contest needs votes to win
what happens if a story is terrible and you have 100k likes more than the good ones?
yeah thought so. if I go up against pros I don't feel bad cuz I know I lost fairly to being
inferior and it means I should work more but I hate being measured by a popularity contest.
same for another site. A friend got to the top 7 artists cuz he had over 1k friends of facebook.
and no one voted for me except some people who wanted votes and 3 friends. his brother didn't even vote for me and he was also my friend, I didn't push to promote cuz , I mean, the point was to make the art and then a concept regarding education and reading etc. he just did a character and wrote she had fire powers, no thought just fluff. I think that was a site where winners got contracts.
still you can simply join for fun. and that's what I'm doing. I do hate contests with voting by the users and not the judges. still gonna try andn finish some paintings. heat wave is starting which means less online time. I need a better computer XD, ah being jobless and living alone barely leaving the house will kill your soul.

I figured out what is wrong though , with me, herniated discs and numbness in the arms and legs, I drop things easily, I always wanted to work with a team cu I know I wont be able to draw one day soon. I have been worried about what I really have undiagnnosed MS or ALS either way it's degenerative. I hope I am freaking out needlessly. I just hope I can draw till I'm old and not live in constant nerve pain. seeing the doctor tomorrow or an appointment date next week. 
  • Listening to: The Aquabats
  • Playing: illuminatimass 2014
  • Drinking: mango juice

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AOGRAI Featured By Owner 7 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
ok take care
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ArtBennyRGrau Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm a lil better, gotta get more blood tests for my cholesterol which I find weird cuz I am severely underweight but oh well. also
my friend is doing better , he had Leukaemia, another is doing badly cuz of the aneurism. I watched the daredevil tv series and enjoyed it. trying to finish a few images also
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AOGRAI Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Take care my friend. Hope you start feeling better.
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ArtBennyRGrau Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
i was away also cus of what I put on my journal unless I forgot. ,my friend got a stroke and another has leukaemia and was on chemo I went to visit then had to deal with family stuff. im not drawing like I used to. my health went to crap too lol
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AOGRAI Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Hahaha on a bit of a hiatus coz of work n messed up library of data! :lol:
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