I hope you all had a happy new years thing
I started the year great... until I let it get ruined by a text message from someone I cut ties with because of a dick move he did. amazing how one little thing got to me. I put up with heavy stuff from jerks all year and that got to me of all things. amazing! I deleted it and moved on. I recall mentioning how I wanted to listen to motivational vids on YT and the asshat who was a friend killed my buzz saying that was stupid and it was cultist sales pitch swindler propaganda, instead of simply using the good bits in the video rather than ignore it altogether. then he ranted about sopa being a good thing. It got me down but I realized that
1. he wasn't a friend he was some old prick trying to take out his anger on me
2. I didnt have to stay near a person who makes me feel angry all the time
3. I may be alone but I have real life friends and I should try to find positive people so that influences me
and I can create a better place for myself.
like with people, relationships, fandoms, ideals, creeds etc if you put any of it ona pedestal, and it lets you down, you only have yourself to blame, since all of those things are imperfect and prone to flaw via several elements that are called variables, humans varying by certain degrees yet having much in common in the way of having the same reaction under said variable, like say we all get angry depending on x= that one thing that sets you off personally,
then yeah we are the same, how ever x for me is not the same to you. X for me could be I get mad at astro turf
while x to you could be anger at magical trees who give you these stupid missions where you get an item to
get another item to have someone tell you where to go and you end up killing monsters left and right to level up
only to be let down that you spent 8 hours back tracking and THEN you figure out that there was a guide online
and it said you had to spin near a door and talk to an elf at a place you missed in order to get every dam secret and
OFF TANGENT! yeah, we all get mad at some level, yeah it's simplistic BUT my point is, is it really worth it to
be mad at the same damn thing that happened 10 years ago, or some trivial thing that set you off? maybe you were havinga horrible year, and you have PTSD or some condition of the nerves, of fatigue which influence in lowering serotonin levels whcih give depression a home. which ever the problem is, you can raise those levels with just being in a bright light room, wearing
bright colors, dropping depressive angry music, socializing more, and putting some effort, but if you really dont feel like it, you can always let it go and move on right? That guy hates you cuz you did a dick move to him and he wont pick up the phone so you lost a friend of 20 years? he told you to walk yoru separate ways? then walk away! stop trying to get em back. they will despise you rather than simply think of you time to time and moving on.
so that girl you loved dumped you, got pregnant with some abusive jerk and he left her adn she is now with some guy doing drugs? well that's not yoru problem, you shouldnt be happy she is messed up either, stop creeping around her,
you probably helped send her there with your pressuring or maybe she just despises you so much she rather suffer
with someone else. That show or movie or ideal was "twisted" by your peers and those you respect let you down
doing something you conceptualize as immoral? do you hate them and bitch over n over or do you let it go?
this year, lets try to , not saying we should all get along and sing camp songs, but lets try to simply, move on!
boohoo that movie I like got a reboot and it sucks now... to you, to others its a masterpiece. I can always watch the originals. boohoo they added some 3d shit to the originals and or changed the audio and its terrible!
sampel before you buy, and dont get it. entertainment is a gamble. Boo hoo Ben is a hardass whiney douche dick. ... wow, dude... just wow... my soul ouch...
you dont have one!! oh and watch my movie cumming soon! nyuk nyuk
yep... oh and you cant mention my name or Disney's avocados will sue you! avocado avocado... I like that word .......
so where is the artwork ya dick?!
well soon my pet soon. I was finishing a storyboard for a trailer , it never got made though.
I was gonna do a voiceover too but it never happened. The guy wuit half way, so if I dont get
any calls soon I will post some of those works here. the contract does not impede me from it.
plus I will credit his idea. it was a shitty contract though XD
I wll try to make also more aquabat art and possibly some TNMT or thundercats or something.
I liek doing obscure stuff because it doesnt get much love. maybe I shoudl do a Luno or coolmccool
art, I dunno. anyways yall take care now, be yourselves and if you got fruit cake and you hate it
send it to me. I love me some fruitcake omnomnom
cmon I wanted yall to enjoy and not undergo my highhorse sanctimonious holier than thou bullshit
and enjoy this bullshit which I like cuz I am imposing my tastes on you! YAY! XD
jk, yall do your thang